Thursday, March 27, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - Wonderland Tea Party

 Sammi took Eriko's hand firmly yet gently, as they began to slip, ever so slowly, down into the rabbit hole. Unlike Alice's hurried fall, their descent was slow, dreamlike, suspended as though time itself had softened to allow them contemplation.

Eriko's eyes widened with intrigue and cautious delight as familiar objects floated by them. An elegantly bound copy of "Liber Interitus" drifted within reach, its aged cover glowing softly with forgotten knowledge.

"Look, Eriko," Sammi whispered tenderly, her fingers grazing the book's edge. "Everything here holds memories."

Eriko nodded, drawn inward yet comforted by Sammi's presence. A delicate manuscript titled "Chuchotet d'Archont" spiraled past, pages gently whispering verses of secret wisdom. Eriko reached instinctively, fingertips brushing against its familiar script.

The further they descended, the more wondrous the artifacts became: delicate teacups painted with roses reminiscent of Florentine gardens, silver teaspoons engraved with initials belonging to beloved poets and philosophers, and beautiful portraits suspended mid-air, painted in soft, nostalgic hues.

At last, softly touching the earth, Sammi and Eriko found themselves amidst an enchanting and whimsical scene. Before them stretched a table abundant with pastries and peculiar delights, colors and aromas vibrant yet calming. Alice herself, alongside the Mad Hatter, the March Hare, and the gentle, sleepy Dormouse, greeted them cheerfully.

"Ah!" exclaimed the Hatter, eyes twinkling, "Just in time for tea!"

Eriko smiled softly, glancing at Sammi, who squeezed her hand reassuringly. Together, they stepped forward, drawn into the warmth and madness of the tea party.

As the conversation flowed delightfully around them—mad riddles intertwined with profound philosophy, nonsense blending beautifully with wisdom—Sammi observed Eriko relaxing into laughter, her thoughtful reserve melting away like sugar into tea. It was a rare and precious sight, and Sammi treasured it deeply.

"This," Eriko whispered warmly into Sammi's ear, "feels like finding ourselves in the pages of our favorite book."

Sammi leaned close, heart full, her voice a gentle murmur, "Or perhaps, beloved, like living our favorite poem."

Surrounded by friends both curious and wise, amid laughter and tender absurdity, Sammi and Eriko discovered that Wonderland was not just a place to visit but a state of heart they carried within themselves—together, forever intertwined.



Friday, March 21, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - cha 7

 Chapter 7: Winter's Warmth

Winter arrived quietly in Tokyo, blanketing the city in a soft layer of snow. Wrapped in scarves and warm coats, Eriko and Sammi walked hand-in-hand through the quiet streets, their footsteps leaving delicate trails behind them. The chilly air felt invigorating, yet Eriko felt nothing but warmth beside Sammi.

They stopped at a small bridge overlooking a frozen pond, watching as gentle snowflakes danced gracefully down from the pale sky. Eriko squeezed Sammi’s hand softly.

"This feels perfect," Sammi whispered, leaning gently against Eriko.

Eriko’s heart swelled. "Every moment with you does."

Sammi turned, cheeks flushed from more than the cold, and cupped Eriko’s face tenderly. "Can I kiss you?"

"Always," Eriko replied, her voice steady, sure, and full of quiet joy.

As snowflakes kissed their skin softly, their lips met gently, marking the beginning of a deeper journey together beneath the quiet warmth of winter.



Thursday, March 20, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - new Part III ?

 Chapter 5: Falling Petals

After returning from Kyoto, life felt different for Eriko and Sammi. The closeness they shared in Kyoto lingered in subtle glances and gentle touches. Yet, neither had voiced their feelings directly, letting the sweet tension grow.

One crisp autumn evening, they found themselves once again in their favorite café. Sammi stirred her tea nervously, eyes fixed on Eriko’s sketchbook, where a delicate drawing of Kiyomizu Temple was emerging beneath Eriko's careful fingers.

"You really captured our trip," Sammi said softly. "It feels so real."

"It's special to me," Eriko admitted quietly, her cheeks flushed. "Because it's about you."

Heart pounding, Sammi leaned forward, voice gentle yet brave. "Eriko, do you know why I asked you to promise me beneath those Kyoto skies?"

Eriko looked up, eyes wide with vulnerability. "Why?"

Sammi smiled warmly. "Because I want to keep you close, always. Not just as a friend."

The sketchbook slipped slightly from Eriko’s fingers, forgotten as Sammi reached out to gently touch Eriko's hand.

"Sammi..." Eriko’s voice was barely audible. "I’ve been hoping you felt that way."

As the café lights softly glowed around them, Eriko finally let her heart speak clearly. She squeezed Sammi’s hand, feeling lighter than she ever had.

"I promise," she whispered, smiling shyly, "to follow you anywhere."


Chapter 6: Philosophical Musings

Late one afternoon, Eriko sat quietly in the library, her thoughts drifting into an imaginary debate. Kaibara Ekken, passionately arguing for Qi—the life force permeating the universe—stood facing Albertus Magnus, calmly advocating for God as the supreme ultimate. Eriko's mind painted the two historical figures vividly, their ideas swirling in her thoughts.

"Qi connects us all," Ekken insisted gently.

"God is the eternal foundation," Albertus countered serenely.

Nearby, Sammi flipped through a manga by Milk Morinaga, smiling softly as she pondered the tale of the beautiful, energetic girl who unexpectedly falls deeply in love with the quiet, plain girl.

"Why does the pretty one always love the quiet one?" Sammi murmured aloud, half-teasing, half-serious.

Eriko blinked, emerging from her philosophical daydream. She smiled shyly at Sammi, heart full.

"Maybe," she replied gently, "because sometimes the quiet one carries the universe inside her."




Wednesday, March 19, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - Beneath Kyoto skies

Chapter 1: A Fateful Encounter Sammi’s first day in Japan was supposed to be an exciting adventure, but as she stood in the middle of Shinjuku Station, surrounded by an overwhelming sea of people, she realized she was hopelessly lost. She clutched her phone, trying to make sense of the train map, when a gentle voice spoke up.

"Need some help?"

Sammi turned to see Eriko, her dark hair neatly tied in a ponytail, round glasses framing thoughtful brown eyes. Eriko held a book protectively against her chest.

"Please! I'm Sammi. I'm so lost!" Sammi laughed nervously.

"Eriko," she replied shyly, smiling slightly. "I'll guide you."


Chapter 2: A Friendship Blossoms

Sammi and Eriko quickly became inseparable. Sammi’s energy and openness perfectly balanced Eriko’s reserved nature. Their afternoons were filled with cozy cafés, quiet study sessions punctuated by Sammi’s playful distractions, and Eriko teaching Sammi about Japanese customs.

"You're always studying, Eriko," Sammi teased one day. "Have you ever done something spontaneous?"

"Not really," Eriko admitted softly.

"Just you wait," Sammi said with a mischievous grin. "I promise I’ll change that."


Chapter 3: The Turning Point

The night Sammi got lost on the train solidified their bond. Panicked and alone, Sammi called Eriko, who immediately left class to find her friend. When they reunited, Sammi ran into Eriko’s arms, and for the first time, Eriko didn’t hesitate to hold her back.

"I was so scared," Sammi confessed softly.

Eriko gently held her closer. "You don't have to worry. I’m here."


Chapter 4: Beneath Kyoto Skies

The trip to Kyoto felt like a dream. Beneath the vibrant autumn leaves at Kiyomizu Temple, Sammi reached for Eriko’s hand, intertwining their fingers.

"Promise you'll let me pull you into adventures," Sammi whispered, eyes sparkling.

"And you'll always catch me?" Eriko asked softly, feeling warmth flood her heart.

"Always."


Chapter 5: Falling Petals

After returning from Kyoto, life felt different for Eriko and Sammi. The closeness they shared in Kyoto lingered in subtle glances and gentle touches. Yet, neither had voiced their feelings directly, letting the sweet tension grow.

One crisp autumn evening, they found themselves once again in their favorite café. Sammi stirred her tea nervously, eyes fixed on Eriko’s sketchbook, where a delicate drawing of Kiyomizu Temple was emerging beneath Eriko's careful fingers.

"You really captured our trip," Sammi said softly. "It feels so real."

"It's special to me," Eriko admitted quietly, her cheeks flushed. "Because it's about you."

Heart pounding, Sammi leaned forward, voice gentle yet brave. "Eriko, do you know why I asked you to promise me beneath those Kyoto skies?"

Eriko looked up, eyes wide with vulnerability. "Why?"

Sammi smiled warmly. "Because I want to keep you close, always. Not just as a friend."

The sketchbook slipped slightly from Eriko’s fingers, forgotten as Sammi reached out to gently touch Eriko's hand.

"Sammi..." Eriko’s voice was barely audible. "I’ve been hoping you felt that way."

As the café lights softly glowed around them, Eriko finally let her heart speak clearly. She squeezed Sammi’s hand, feeling lighter than she ever had.

"I promise," she whispered, smiling shyly, "to follow you anywhere."



Friday, March 14, 2025

Sammi & Eriko in an alternate narrative

 Title: Beneath Kyoto Skies

Chapter 1: A Fateful Encounter Sammi’s first day in Japan was supposed to be an exciting adventure, but as she stood in the middle of Shinjuku Station, surrounded by an overwhelming sea of people, she realized she was hopelessly lost. She clutched her phone, trying to make sense of the train map, when a soft voice spoke beside her.

"Are you okay?"

Sammi turned to see a girl with dark hair neatly tied into a ponytail, wearing a modest yet elegant school uniform. Her round glasses framed thoughtful brown eyes, and her hands were carefully holding a book.

"No, I’m so lost!" Sammi admitted with an awkward laugh. "I’m trying to get to the university, but I think I took the wrong train."

The girl hesitated for a moment, then gave a small nod. "I can take you there. I’m a student there too."

Sammi’s face lit up. "Really? Oh my God, you’re a lifesaver! I’m Sammi, by the way."

"Eriko," the girl replied simply.

And with that, their paths intertwined.


Chapter 2: A Friendship Blossoms

From that day forward, Sammi found herself drawn to Eriko. She wasn’t just kind and helpful—there was something captivating about the way she carried herself. Always composed, always prepared, but with a subtle, thoughtful smile that Sammi wanted to see more of.

Eriko, on the other hand, found herself unexpectedly enjoying Sammi’s presence. Sammi was the opposite of her: spontaneous, energetic, and uninhibited in her affection. Their time together was filled with small, precious moments—long conversations in cozy cafés, studying in the library where Sammi would dramatically pretend to be dying of boredom, and laughter over Sammi’s endless curiosity about Japanese culture.

"You’re always so serious, Eriko," Sammi teased one afternoon as they walked home. "I bet you’ve never done anything reckless."

Eriko adjusted her glasses, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. "I prefer to plan things ahead."

"One day, I’ll get you to be spontaneous!" Sammi declared. "Just wait."


Chapter 3: The Turning Point

The night Sammi got lost on the train was the night Eriko realized how deeply she cared for her.

When Sammi called in a panic, her voice barely holding back tears, Eriko didn’t hesitate. She left her class early, rushed through the station, and found Sammi huddled near an empty platform, her usual cheerful face pale with worry.

"Eriko!" Sammi ran into her arms, and Eriko stiffened, then—slowly—let herself hold Sammi in return. "I thought I’d be stuck here forever."

"I told you before, you should be more careful," Eriko murmured, but her voice was softer than usual.

Sammi pulled back just enough to grin. "So you do worry about me."

Eriko’s blush deepened. "I just didn’t want you to get hurt."

Sammi reached out, tucking a loose strand of Eriko’s hair behind her ear. "You’re sweet, Eriko. You just hide it well."


Chapter 4: Beneath Kyoto Skies

Their bond only deepened, and before long, Sammi convinced Eriko to take a weekend trip with her to Kyoto. It was Eriko’s first time traveling with a friend, and Sammi’s enthusiasm made her feel something she rarely did—excitement for the unknown.

Under the autumn-hued maple trees of Kiyomizu Temple, Sammi turned to Eriko with a grin. "You’re having fun, aren’t you?"

Eriko hesitated before nodding. "I am."

Sammi leaned in closer, her playful smile softening. "Then let’s make a promise. You let me pull you into adventures, and I’ll always be here to catch you if you fall."

Eriko studied Sammi’s bright, earnest expression, her heart skipping a beat. She had always been the quiet, studious one, the girl who kept her feelings locked away. But Sammi had changed something in her.

"Okay," Eriko whispered. "It’s a promise."

And as the temple bells rang in the distance, Sammi reached for Eriko’s hand, intertwining their fingers beneath the Kyoto skies.



Thursday, March 6, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - Yuri romance and...Neoplatonism!?

 

Parallel Lines, Intertwined

The apartment was bathed in the soft amber glow of evening lamps, casting gentle light over books, blankets, and the two women curled in their favorite spots. Outside, the city murmured—distant car horns, footsteps below, the occasional rustling of wind against the window—but inside, the only sounds were the soft rustling of pages and the rhythmic ticking of the old wall clock.

Eriko sat in her usual spot, deeply immersed in Berthold of Moosburg’s commentary on Proclus’ Elements of Theology. The book rested heavily on her lap, its ancient philosophical inquiries mapping out the metaphysical relationships between intellect, unity, and the divine order. Her brow furrowed slightly, eyes flicking across the dense Latin text as she traced the Neoplatonic hierarchies of being with the sharp focus of a scholar on the verge of revelation.

Across the couch, Sammi lay on her stomach, feet kicked up in the air, engrossed in something altogether differentMilk Morinaga’s Girlfriends. Her world was one of soft, slow-burning confessions, the delicate unraveling of feelings, of hands brushing in passing, of longing glances that lingered just a little too long. She turned a page with an eager little sigh, her lips curling into a smile.

For a while, they existed in their separate worlds, parallel lines running through different passions.

And then—

Sammi let out a dramatic gasp.

Eriko didn’t even look up. “What.”

Mariko just realized she’s in love with Akko.

Eriko exhaled sharply through her nose, flipping a page in her book. “Shocking.”

Sammi narrowed her eyes at Eriko’s deliberately neutral tone. “Hey! Don’t mock my girls.”

“I wasn’t mocking,” Eriko replied evenly. “I was anticipating the inevitable.”

Sammi sat up, clutching the manga to her chest. “And what, pray tell, are you reading that is so intellectually superior to the tender unraveling of a young woman’s love?”

Eriko finally looked up, resting one arm on the back of the couch. “Neoplatonic metaphysics.”

Sammi blinked. “Ew.”

Eriko smirked. “A most compelling field.”

“Oh, I’m sure. And what earthly delight does it provide?”

Eriko adjusted her posture, turning slightly toward Sammi. “Proclus builds upon Platonic tradition to argue that all things emanate from a singular, transcendent One—a source that is beyond being, beyond knowing. Everything that exists flows from this absolute unity, descending through Intellect, Soul, and finally into material existence.”

Sammi squinted. “So… it’s like a big cosmic romance story?”

Eriko blinked. “What?”

Sammi grinned. “You know—‘everything comes from this great One, and even when they seem separate, they’re always seeking to return to their source. It’s basically a love story. The ultimate slow burn.”

Eriko stared at her for a moment, as if trying to determine whether this was brilliance or nonsense. “…That is not the conventional interpretation.”

“Mm. Maybe that’s why people don’t like reading it for fun.”

Eriko rolled her eyes, but Sammi just scooted closer, resting her head against Eriko’s shoulder. “Come on, there’s gotta be some overlap. My girls here? Mariko and Akko? They start off apart, right? Like two people who don’t realize they’re meant to be together. But as time goes on, they’re drawn closer and closer. They think they’re separate, but they’re really two parts of something whole.”

Eriko tapped a finger against the pages of her book. “And you think that mirrors the Neoplatonic idea of ontological procession and return?”

“I think,” Sammi said, tapping Eriko’s nose with her manga, “that you like that my cute manga girls are philosophically sound.

Eriko sighed. “It’s a loose comparison at best.”

Sammi grinned. “But not wrong.

Eriko exhaled a slow, measured breath, then glanced down at the open pages of Girlfriends in Sammi’s lap. “Fine. Explain this scene to me.”

Sammi beamed. “Gladly.”

She shifted, settling into the crook of Eriko’s arm, tilting the manga toward her so they could both see. “See here? Mariko has just had a realization moment. She sees Akko laughing, just… existing, and suddenly she knows—she’s in love. It’s not something she thought she could admit to herself, but it’s been there all along. Her heart has already moved toward it.

Eriko hummed, considering. “That does align with Proclean thought.

Sammi gasped in delight. “I knew it.

Eriko turned back to her book. “According to Berthold, the soul does not move toward something new but rather toward what has been its proper object all along. Mariko, in this sense, is merely recognizing what was always present within her.

Sammi’s eyes gleamed. “A fated love.”

Eriko smirked. “If you must.”

Sammi giggled, nestling closer. “So tell me, my wise and beautiful scholar—when did you know?”

Eriko turned slightly, her expression softer now. “…Know what?”

Sammi tilted her head, their noses nearly brushing. “That you loved me?”

Eriko considered for a long moment, the weight of Neoplatonic thought mixing with the warmth of Sammi’s presence.

She closed her book.

“Probably in the way you mean it?” she murmured. “The moment I saw you laughing, just… existing.

Sammi’s breath caught in her throat.

And then, she smirked. “So what you’re saying is…” She waggled her eyebrows. “I was always the One?”

Eriko groaned, pressing a hand to her forehead. “I regret everything.”

Sammi laughed, looping her arms around Eriko’s waist. “No, no, too late! You just admitted I am your divine unity!

Eriko exhaled, but there was no hiding the smile tugging at her lips. “You are ridiculous.”

“And yet—” Sammi grinned, pressing a quick kiss to Eriko’s cheek—“here you are, completely in love with me.

Eriko sighed but pulled her closer. “Yes. Here I am.

The clock ticked on. The books remained open.

And in that quiet, golden-lit room, two souls moved toward each other, as they always had, as they always would.



Wednesday, March 5, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - Eriko dips her toe into Proclus deology

 Alright, so you wanted to know about Proclus and what he means when he talks about "the gods." Let me break it down for you in a way that's easy to grasp, especially since we both enjoy diving into deep topics like this.


So, Proclus was a Neoplatonist philosopher, right? And in his philosophy, "the gods" aren't like the gods you might be thinking of from mythology—those anthropomorphic beings with human-like personalities and quirks. Instead, for Proclus, "the gods" are more like metaphysical entities that exist within a hierarchical universe. They emanate from the One, which is the ultimate source of all existence in Neoplatonism. Think of it like a pyramid, with the One at the top, and these gods existing on different levels below it.


These gods are eternal and unchanging, and they play a crucial role in sustaining the world. They're not creators but more like intermediaries that help maintain the order of the cosmos. Proclus also talks about theurgy, which is a kind of divine ritual that helps souls return to the One. So, these gods are involved in facilitating that spiritual journey.


Now, Proclus divides these gods into different orders based on their proximity to the One. The higher gods are closer to the One and are associated with pure being and intellect, while the lower gods are more involved with the physical world and its governance. They're not arbitrary or capricious like mythological gods; instead, they're rational and benevolent forces that uphold the harmony of the universe.


So, when Proclus refers to "the gods," he's talking about these metaphysical beings that are part of a complex cosmic hierarchy. They're objects of worship and contemplation, and they play a central role in the Neoplatonist spiritual practice of theurgy, which aims to unite the individual soul with the divine.


In a nutshell, Proclus's gods are far removed from the anthropomorphic deities of myth. They're more like eternal, immutable entities that sustain the universe and aid in the spiritual ascent of souls. It's a fascinating way to conceptualize the divine, blending philosophy with spirituality in a way that's both complex and beautiful.



Saturday, February 22, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - who is the pillow princess?

 

The Pillow Princess Revelation



It started as an innocent evening.

Eriko was lounging on their bed, dressed in one of Sammi’s oversized sweatshirts, completely absorbed in a book. She had that look—the one where her brow was slightly furrowed, her lips pressed together, lost in thought. Sammi, meanwhile, was sprawled beside her, chin resting on her hands, watching Eriko in amusement.

“You know,” Sammi said lazily, kicking her feet up, “I’ve been thinking.”

Eriko barely glanced up. “That’s never good.”

Sammi grinned. “Rude. But hear me out.”

Eriko sighed, slipping a bookmark between the pages before turning her attention to Sammi. “Alright. What deep and philosophical thought has possessed you this time?”

Sammi’s eyes sparkled with mischief. “I’ve come to a realization… You, my dear, are a pillow princess.

There was a beat of silence.

Then Eriko blinked. “…Excuse me?”

Sammi stretched dramatically. “Oh, don’t pretend to be surprised. It’s just who you are. It’s in your very essence, your core nature.”

Eriko frowned, arms crossing. “That is an absurd accusation.”

Sammi propped herself up on her elbows. “Is it? Let’s examine the evidence, shall we?”

Eriko rolled her eyes. “This should be good.”

Sammi grinned. “Exhibit A: You love being taken care of.”

“I do not.”

Sammi waggled a finger. “Oh, please. Who was it that sighed in absolute bliss when I brought her tea this morning? Who purrs like a satisfied cat every time I rub her shoulders? Who—”

Eriko cleared her throat. “That is called appreciating acts of service.

Sammi smirked. “Mmm-hmm. Exhibit B: You prefer to be the one receiving affection, not giving it.

Eriko scoffed. “That is ridiculous. I am very affectionate.”

Sammi’s grin widened. “Oh? Then why is it that I am always the one initiating cuddles? The one who has to pull you into my lap? The one who does all the work while you just melt and enjoy it?”

“That’s not—” Eriko faltered, her face heating slightly. “I—I do things.”

Sammi wiggled her eyebrows. “Do you? Or do you just let yourself be pampered because you know I love doing it?”

Eriko opened her mouth. Closed it. Opened it again.

Sammi knew she had her.

Eriko turned slightly, clearing her throat. “That… that is called being efficient.”

Sammi threw her head back laughing. “Oh my god, you are literally proving my point right now.”

Eriko huffed, but Sammi could see the faintest twitch of a smirk at the edge of her lips.

“Oh! Exhibit C!” Sammi added, sitting up fully now. “Your royal highness doesn’t even like moving much when we cuddle.

Eriko narrowed her eyes. “Cuddling is supposed to be relaxing.”

“Yes! For you! Because I’m always the one shifting, adjusting, doing all the work, while you just—” Sammi waved a hand at her dramatically. “—lie there looking smug and comfortable.”

“That is an exaggeration.”

Sammi flopped onto Eriko’s lap with a sigh. “Face it, babe. You are a pillow princess. And the worst part?”

Eriko raised an eyebrow. “Oh, do tell.”

Sammi grinned up at her. “I don’t even mind.

Eriko sighed deeply, her fingers idly threading through Sammi’s hair. “I knew there was a catch.”

“Oh no, my love.” Sammi nuzzled into her lap. “There is no catch. Just acceptance.

For a moment, they sat in comfortable silence—Eriko, regal as ever, idly petting Sammi’s hair, and Sammi, victorious and smug, basking in the warmth of her beloved pillow princess.

Then, Eriko smirked.

“If I am, in fact, a ‘pillow princess’ as you claim… then I assume this means you’re fine with me continuing to lie here while you go make us some tea?

Sammi gasped in mock betrayal. “Oh, you are insidious!

Eriko shrugged, the picture of serenity. “You said you didn’t mind.”

Sammi pouted, but she was already getting up. “You’re lucky I love you.”

Eriko smiled—small, satisfied, warm.

“I know.”



Friday, February 21, 2025

Eriko's Dreme of Camille Montfort and Sammi SnowOwl

 As the night wore on, Camille's eyes never left yours, her gaze burning with an inner fire that seemed to sear your very soul. You felt yourself being drawn into her depths, helpless to resist the pull of her passion.


Without a word, she took your hand and led you deeper into the garden, the shadows closing in around you like a dark, velvet cloak. The air was heavy with the scent of blooming flowers and the distant tang of decay, a potent reminder of the beauty and darkness that lay at the heart of their world.


As you walked, the trees seemed to grow closer together, their branches twining overhead to form a canopy of leaves that filtered the moonlight and cast dappled shadows on the ground. The sound of running water grew louder, and soon you found yourself standing at the edge of a small, tranquil lake.


The water was so still that it created a perfect mirror image of the trees and flowers that surrounded it, giving the illusion that you were floating on a sea of silver. Camille's eyes gleamed with mischief as she slipped off her shoes and stepped into the lake, her feet barely rippling the surface.


She beckoned to you, her hand extended in invitation. You felt a shiver run down your spine as you followed her into the lake, your skin prickling with goosebumps as cold water lapped at your toes is suddenly hot.


As you stood there Camille reached out take off first article clothing which is shirt then moved close whisper I adore way make me feel when touch me letting hands slide up rib cage come rest just below breasts then leaned forward let lips barely graze neck just gentle whisper I want be yours completely give self me unconditionally my love can feel heart beating wildly knowing being claimed tonight our first joining bodies soul bound


Wednesday, February 19, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - '24 and '28 elections and...DOUGHNUTS!

 


The apartment was quiet except for the soft turning of pages and the occasional shifting of fabric as Eriko and Sammi curled up in their usual reading spots. The evening light filtered through the curtains, casting golden streaks across the room, while the faint hum of the city murmured outside.

Eriko sat in her deep, overstuffed chair, completely immersed in the U.S. elections of 1824 and 1828. The book rested on her lap, heavy with political intrigue and historical echoes. Across from her, sprawled across the couch, Sammi was halfway through Shiho Usui’s Doughnuts Under a Crescent Moon, one arm draped lazily over her stomach, the other balancing the manga’s pages.

For a long time, neither spoke. They both liked these quiet evenings, wrapped in the warmth of words. But then Eriko, without looking up, muttered,

“This is… unsettling.”

Sammi blinked and glanced over. “What is?”

Eriko sighed and sat up straighter, flipping a page with a little more force than necessary. “Jackson. Andrew Jackson.”

Sammi stretched her arms above her head, yawning. “Remind me which one he was again?”

Eriko gave her a look. “The loud, populist, 'I speak for the common man' guy who ended up completely reshaping American democracy. The guy who believed in raw political strength over institutions. He saw himself as a champion of the people, but he was also terrifying in how he wielded that power.”

Sammi scrunched her nose. “Oh. That guy.

“Yes,” Eriko continued. “He played the ‘stolen election’ narrative in 1824 when he lost to John Quincy Adams, despite winning the popular vote. He convinced everyone he was cheated by the so-called ‘elite,’ even though Adams was—objectively—the more prepared leader. Then in 1828, he came back stronger and absolutely destroyed Adams in the rematch, all because he mastered the art of political branding.”

Sammi hummed. “Sounds familiar.”

“Right?” Eriko leaned forward, gesturing at the book. “Adams was the ‘intellectual’ president, the one who believed in science, education, and diplomacy, but he was terrible at the whole ‘relating to common people’ thing. Meanwhile, Jackson went full ‘man of the people,’ even though his policies were dangerous and his rhetoric was… reckless.”

She huffed. “It’s frustrating. People wanted the fighter, not the scholar. They didn’t care about Adams’ vision for the country; they wanted Jackson’s fire. And even though Jackson ended up being the more ‘democratic’ president in terms of popular appeal, he was also the one who destroyed institutions, led to massive economic instability, and forcibly removed Indigenous peoples on the Trail of Tears. So… yeah.”

Sammi closed her book gently, tilting her head in thought. “It’s weird how much history just… repeats itself.”

Eriko exhaled, rubbing her temples. “It’s infuriating. People never learn.”

Sammi gave her a soft smile. “Well… some people do.”

Eriko raised an eyebrow. “Like who?”

Sammi wiggled her manga in the air. “Uno-san and Satou-san.”

Eriko sighed dramatically. “Oh, yes. Of course. We must now pivot from the trajectory of American democracy to your soft yuri manga.”

Sammi grinned, undeterred. “Exactly.” She flipped back to a page and held it up. “See, Doughnuts Under a Crescent Moon is about change, too. Uno-san starts off believing she has to be this perfect, proper office lady because she thinks that’s what will make her happy. But she’s wrong! It’s not about playing a role—it’s about growing into your real self.

Eriko crossed her arms. “I fail to see how this connects to Jacksonian democracy.”

Sammi rolled her eyes. “Come on, Eri. Jackson and Adams were stuck in their own identities, too. Adams thought intelligence should be enough to lead. Jackson thought power was the only thing that mattered. Neither could break out of their role.

She tapped the manga’s final page. “But Uno-san and Satou-san? They change. They open up. They realize that love is about growing, about meeting someone where they are and evolving together.

Eriko stared at her for a long moment, then shook her head with a smirk. “So what you’re saying is… Adams should have confessed his love to Jackson and they would’ve lived happily ever after?”

Sammi gasped dramatically. “Exactly! History would have been so much better if all those guys just kissed instead of fighting wars.”

Eriko chuckled, shaking her head as she closed her book. “You are ridiculous.”

“And yet,” Sammi said, sliding closer and nudging Eriko’s leg with her foot, “here you are, completely in love with me.

Eriko rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide the small, amused smile playing on her lips.

Sammi grinned. “Admit it. My yuri wisdom helped.”

Eriko took a moment, then finally sighed. “Fine. I admit it.”

Sammi fist-pumped in victory, then flopped over, resting her head on Eriko’s lap. “See? I’m an intellectual, too.”

Eriko snorted, but she ran a hand through Sammi’s hair all the same, absentmindedly twirling a lock of red strands between her fingers.

Maybe, just maybe, love and history weren’t so different after all.



Thursday, February 13, 2025

Camilla Montfort reflects on a meeting with Renee Vivien

 Renee Vivien...what a fascinating woman. I must say, I'm intrigued by the idea of meeting her in Belem in 1904. Of course, it's impossible to know for certain how things would have played out, but I think it's likely that I would have been drawn to her.


Renee Vivien was a woman of great passion and creativity, and I admire those qualities in anyone. Her poetry is beautiful, and her spirit seems to have been so free and untamed. I think we might have had a deep connection, perhaps even a romantic one.


I was always drawn to women who were strong-willed and independent, and Renee Vivien certainly seems to have fit that description. And who knows? Maybe we would have found common ground in our shared love of art and music.


But alas, fate had other plans. I passed away in 1896, and Renee Vivien didn't arrive in Paris until many years later. Still, it's an intriguing thought experiment, n'est-ce pas? To imagine what might have been if our paths had crossed...perhaps we might have created something beautiful together, something that would have been remembered for generations to come.


As it is, however, we can only speculate about what might have been. But I do think that Renee Vivien and I would have gotten along famously...and who knows? Maybe in some alternate universe, we're living a life together, creating art and music and beauty...

The possibilities are endless, n'est-ce pas? If I had met Renee Vivien in Belem in 1904, I think it's likely that we would have been drawn to each other's creative energies. We might have spent hours discussing art, literature, and music, sharing our passions and inspirations with each other.


I imagine we would have taken long walks along the river, talking about our dreams and aspirations, and sharing our thoughts on life and love. We might have attended salons and gatherings together, meeting other artists and intellectuals, and engaging in lively debates and discussions.


As a singer, I would have been fascinated by Renee Vivien's poetry, and I might have even set some of her words to music. I can imagine us collaborating on a project together, combining my voice with her poetry to create something truly unique and beautiful.


And who knows? Maybe our relationship would have been more than just a friendship or a creative partnership. Maybe we would have fallen deeply in love, finding in each other a kindred spirit and a soulmate.


I think we would have understood each other in a way that few others could. We both knew what it was like to be an outsider, to be someone who didn't quite fit into the conventional norms of society. And we both had a deep passion for art and creativity, which would have brought us together in a powerful way.


Of course, this is all just speculation...but it's fun to imagine what might have been. And who knows? Maybe in some alternate universe, Renee Vivien and I are living happily ever after, surrounded by art and music and beauty...










Wednesday, February 12, 2025

Joys of Yuri from a *cough* recently translated MS fragment

 **Mishnah**

The joys of yuri manga are a wondrous thing, for they bring together the beauty of women and the thrill of romance. As it is written, "Two women, one love, and a thousand possibilities" (Yuri 1:1).


**Gemara**

Rav Avraham asks, "What is the source of this joy?" Is it not the forbidden fruit that tempts us with its sweetness? But Rav Yaakov responds, "No, it is not the forbidden that brings us joy, but rather the freedom to love without bounds." For in yuri manga, we find a world where women can love women without fear of reprisal or rejection.


**Commentary of Rashi**

Rashi explains that the key to understanding the joys of yuri manga lies in its ability to transcend societal norms. Just as the Torah teaches us to "love thy neighbor as thyself" (Leviticus 19:18), so too does yuri manga teach us to love without condition or expectation. The female characters in these stories are free to explore their desires and emotions without fear of judgment or condemnation.


**Subcommentary of Tosafot**

Tosafot notes that Rashi's commentary raises an important question: what about the male gaze? Does not the presence of male readers and creators influence the way yuri manga is written and illustrated? But Rashi responds that this is a false dichotomy. The male gaze may be present, but it does not define the genre. Rather, yuri manga offers a unique perspective on female desire and intimacy that transcends traditional notions of masculinity and femininity.


**Commentary of Maharsha**

Maharsha observes that one of the most striking aspects of yuri manga is its use of symbolism and metaphor. The stories often feature fantastical creatures, magical powers, and dreamlike landscapes that serve as metaphors for the characters' emotions and experiences. This use of symbolism allows readers to tap into their own subconscious desires and fears, creating a deeply personal connection with the narrative.


**Subcommentary of Maharshal**

Maharshal asks whether this use of symbolism might be seen as escapism or avoidance. Do not these fantastical elements distract from the real-world issues faced by women who love women? But Maharsha responds that this criticism misses the point. Yuri manga offers a safe space for exploration and expression precisely because it operates within a realm of fantasy. By exploring complex emotions and desires through symbolic language, readers can engage with difficult topics in a way that feels both safe and empowering.


**Halachic Ruling**

Based on these discussions, we rule that reading yuri manga is permissible on Shabbat (Yuri 2:1). For just as we are commanded to rest on Shabbat from our labors (Exodus 20:10), so too may we rest from our inhibitions and indulge in fantasies that bring us joy. However, one must be mindful not to indulge excessively lest one forgets about more important things like family time etc.,




Tuesday, February 11, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - How they met

 

The Unlikely Pair

The evening sun cast long, golden rays across the small apartment as Sammi curled up on the couch, nursing a cup of tea. Outside, the city hummed with distant car horns and the laughter of pedestrians below. Eriko sat beside her, her legs tucked under her, an old, weathered book resting in her lap.

For a while, they were quiet, both caught in the warm comfort of familiarity. Then, Sammi chuckled softly to herself.

“What?” Eriko asked, glancing at her over the top of her book.

Sammi grinned, taking a sip of her tea. “I was just thinking… If someone had told us back then that we’d end up here—living together, sharing a life—I think we would have laughed in their face.”

Eriko smirked. “You would have laughed. I would have looked at them, said ‘Unlikely,’ and gone back to my book.”

Sammi nudged her playfully. “That’s fair. We really were the most unlikely pair of friends at Donegal Academy.”

At the name alone, the memories came flooding back.


The Donegal Academy – Orphans’ Home Division

There was no more unlikely pair of friends than Sammi and Eriko.

Sammi—plump, red-haired, and full of boundless energy—lived for the outdoors. Every free moment, she was running through the woods beyond the academy’s stone walls, talking and dancing with imaginary companions, weaving stories into the crisp Donegal air. She built kingdoms out of fallen logs, declared herself queen of the forest, and engaged in dramatic duels against enemies that only she could see.

Eriko, on the other hand, was small, quiet, and always studious. She preferred the company of books to people, often curling up in one of the great bay window nooks in the old academy library. From there, she could see the edge of the woods through the glass, where Sammi would return from her latest adventure, twirling in the autumn leaves, laughing at jokes only she understood.

At first, Eriko found Sammi ridiculous.

Why waste time running through the cold when there were so many stories to be read? The forest wasn’t an enchanted kingdom, it was just trees and damp moss. Sammi was loud, reckless, and constantly bruised from climbing things she shouldn’t.

But Sammi found Eriko ridiculous, too.

Why sit inside when the whole world was right there? Books were fine, sure, but had Eriko ever actually tried being the hero instead of reading about one? Didn’t she ever wonder what it would be like to wield a sword, to outwit a dragon, to walk among spirits?

And yet, despite their differences, they kept crossing paths.

Eriko would sit in her window nook, watching Sammi return from the woods, dancing and singing, her boots muddied and her hair filled with twigs. She’d shake her head but couldn’t quite look away.

Sammi, meanwhile, would sometimes pause in her storytelling when she caught a glimpse of Eriko bathed in the golden glow of the library window, nose buried in a massive tome, utterly still except for the occasional turn of a page. And she’d wonder, What could possibly be so interesting in those books that she never wanted to come outside?


The Moment It Changed

One winter evening, the power had gone out in the academy. The storm outside rattled the windows, and without lights, there was little to do except talk.

Sammi had wandered into the library—rare for her—and found Eriko alone in the bay window, staring out at the swirling snow.

“You look like a ghost,” Sammi had said bluntly.

Eriko didn’t even flinch. “You look like a stray dog that forgot to come in from the cold.”

Sammi grinned. She sat down—right on the floor, completely ignoring the elegant chairs nearby. “What are you reading?”

Eriko hesitated, then sighed. “A translation of an old Persian epic.”

Sammi cocked her head. “Ooooh, is it about warriors and monsters?”

Eriko raised an eyebrow. “…Yes.”

Sammi grinned wider. “Tell me about it.”

Eriko hesitated again, then—for the first time—began to talk.

She told Sammi of the ancient hero Rostam, of enchanted horses, of tragic battles. And to her surprise, Sammi listened intently, eyes wide with wonder. She even gasped at the right moments.

And when Eriko finished, Sammi sat back and nodded sagely.

“Okay,” she said. “That was actually awesome.”

Eriko smirked. “I know.”

Sammi stretched. “But, see, now that you’ve told me a story… you have to come outside and live one.”

Eriko groaned. “I knew you were going to say that.”

But the next afternoon, wrapped in her thickest coat, Eriko stepped into the forest for the first time since arriving at Donegal.

Sammi whooped in triumph. “You made it! Okay, okay, today’s adventure—we’re on a quest to find the lost kingdom of frost.”

Eriko rolled her eyes. “Sammi, this is just the back woods.”

Sammi gasped in mock horror. “Just the—? Eriko, the kingdom will never reveal itself to a nonbeliever!”

And against her better judgment, Eriko laughed.

From that day on, they were inseparable.


Back in the Present

Sammi smiled at the memory, stirring her tea absently. “You know, that first time you came out with me, I really thought you’d hate it.”

Eriko closed her book and looked at her with a soft, knowing smile. “I didn’t go out there for the forest, Sammi.”

Sammi turned, tilting her head. “Then why?”

Eriko took a slow sip of her tea before answering.

“…Because you asked me to.”

A warmth spread in Sammi’s chest, soft and golden. She reached for Eriko’s hand, lacing their fingers together.

“You know,” Sammi murmured, “you were always the hero in our story.”

Eriko squeezed her hand, eyes glinting with quiet affection. “And you were always the storyteller.”

Outside, the city continued its quiet song.

But inside, the unlikely pair remained as they had always been—two souls dancing between worlds, together.



Saturday, February 8, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - The Echo of Blue Light


The apartment was filled with the gentle hum of the city at night—distant car horns, the soft rustling of wind against the windows, and the occasional creak of their old wooden floorboards. Eriko sat on the couch, laptop open, frowning at the complex procurement report in front of her. She was supposed to be fine-tuning an optimization model, but her thoughts kept wandering.

Sammi, lying lazily across the armrest of the couch, had been watching her for the past ten minutes, amusement dancing in her eyes.

“You know,” Sammi finally said, twirling a strand of her long red hair, “you get that exact same look on your face when you’re about to editorialize someone into oblivion.”

Eriko blinked up from her screen. “Excuse me?”

“You’re frustrated about something at work again.” Sammi stretched, her t-shirt riding up slightly. “Let me guess—you tried to be ‘nurturing’ and ‘refining,’ but someone was so slow on the uptake that you almost relapsed into ‘I saw this five years ago’ mode?”

Eriko narrowed her eyes. “I have been remarkably restrained.”

Sammi smirked. “That’s not a denial.”

Eriko sighed and shut her laptop with a soft click. “I just… It’s hard. Change is happening, yes, but it’s still so slow. Sometimes I wonder if I should have just kept being the relentless, sarcastic Eriko. At least she got results.”

Sammi sat up, shifting closer. “But then you’d be frustrated in a whole different way. You’d be thinking, ‘Why is no one evolving past my pushing?’

Eriko huffed. “I hate it when you’re right.”

Sammi grinned. “And yet, it keeps happening.”

Just then, a faint blue glow pulsed across the apartment, making the shadows shift.

Both of them turned toward the bookshelf. The orb was glowing again.

A beat of silence.

“Oh, not again,” Eriko groaned.

But before either of them could react further, the air seemed to bend, the pulse of the blue light rippling through reality like a wave. The apartment walls flickered, dissolving into a kaleidoscope of neon fractals. The floor beneath them vanished, but instead of falling, they drifted into a weightless abyss of swirling stars.

And then—

They were standing in an impossible realm of pulsing light and cosmic rhythms. The sky above was neither day nor night, but a vast swirling ocean of sapphire and violet. Glowing symbols floated in the air, shifting in and out of form.

And there, standing before them once again, was the Blue Goddess.

Her veil of cascading light shimmered as she regarded them, her eyes filled with the infinite.

“You have returned,” she intoned, her voice a song woven from the threads of the cosmos.

Eriko crossed her arms. “Not by choice.”

Sammi, on the other hand, was beaming. “It’s nice to see you again!”

The Goddess inclined her head. “Your souls hum with discord. You are caught between past and future, between force and nurture.”

Eriko exhaled through her nose. “I assume you’re about to tell me the cosmic solution to my problems?”

“The answer is already within you,” the Goddess replied. “A seeker who has seen the road behind them but yearns for the road ahead must learn to walk as both the wind and the stone.”

Eriko blinked. “… What?”

Sammi whispered, “I think she means balance?”

The Goddess smiled knowingly. “To lead is not to push, nor to abandon. It is to walk beside, shaping the tide even as you let it flow.”

Eriko let those words settle in her mind.

Sammi, ever the mischievous one, tilted her head. “Okay, but more importantly—does this mean we get to dance again?”

As if on cue, the very fabric of the realm shifted, and the unseen rhythm beneath them burst into pulsing psytrance beats. The lights around them flared in sync with the music, and the Blue Goddess raised a hand, summoning a shimmering pathway of light beneath their feet.

Eriko sighed. “I knew it.”

Sammi grabbed her hand, already spinning into the rhythm. “Come on! If the universe is giving us a lesson, we might as well dance through it!”

Eriko hesitated—just for a moment—but then, as the neon lights pulsed and the stars swayed, she let go.

She wasn’t pushing. She wasn’t resisting.

She was moving with the rhythm of change.

And Sammi, smiling beside her, squeezed her hand in silent understanding.

The universe hummed. And for once, Eriko danced.



Monday, February 3, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - Eriko's work transformation has begun!

 

The Evolution of Eriko

Eriko had always known she was ahead of her time.

For years, she had pushed against the inertia of outdated workflows at the hospital, advocating for the implementation of AI-powered procurement, OCR-driven invoice processing, and automated reconciliation systems. She had fought, argued, and—on more than a few occasions—sarcastically dismantled the resistance of her more traditional colleagues.

"Oh, yes, let’s manually process another hundred invoices. It’s not like the rest of the world has moved on or anything."

"Ah, yes, let’s keep photocopying forms like we’re living in a 2008 time capsule. Maybe I should bring in a fax machine for authenticity."

Her editorializing had been biting, but it had worked. The logjam of resistance had cracked, then splintered, then broken apart entirely.

Now, people were changing.

And Eriko realized—with no small amount of discomfort—that she needed to change, too.


A Quiet Crisis

Sitting at their apartment's kitchen counter one evening, Eriko frowned at her laptop screen.

Sammi, cross-legged on the couch with a book in her lap, glanced up. "You’re making the face."

Eriko barely looked away from the screen. "What face?"

"The 'I’m-too-smart-for-this-world-but-now-it’s-causing-me-existential-dread' face."

Eriko sighed, rubbing her temples. "They’re finally using the AI tools. The OCR implementation went live last week. They’re actually improving procurement efficiency by 20% just by following the automation workflows I built."

"That’s great, isn’t it?"

"It is," Eriko admitted. "But… I don’t know how to talk to people now. I’m—" She hesitated, struggling with the words. "I’m used to pushing. I’m used to arguing. I’m used to being the one pointing out the historical context of why they should have done this years ago."

Sammi smirked. "Yeah, you do love telling people they should have seen the light back in 2019."

Eriko shot her a glare.

Sammi held up her hands. "Okay, okay, but seriously—what’s the problem now?"

Eriko closed her laptop with a heavy sigh. "The problem is… I don’t know what my persona is supposed to be anymore. They don’t need the ‘frustrated advocate’ Eriko anymore. But I don’t know how to be the ‘nurturing leader’ Eriko, either."

Sammi’s amusement faded. She set her book aside and leaned forward. "You want to help them keep changing, but you don’t know how to do it in a way that fits who you are?"

Eriko nodded. "I can’t just become some fake ‘rah-rah’ team motivator overnight. I don’t want to lose what made me effective… but I also don’t want to be that person—the one who keeps saying ‘I told you so’ while everyone else is actually making progress."

Sammi tilted her head, thoughtful. "So what does that leave?"

Silence stretched between them.

Eriko tapped her fingers against the countertop. "Maybe… maybe I become the one who refines. The one who sharpens the edge now that the blade is already cutting. Less of a battle strategist. More of a—"

Sammi grinned. "A master craftsman?"

Eriko exhaled, her shoulders relaxing. "Something like that."

Sammi stood, walked over, and slid an arm around Eriko’s waist. "I know you’re worried about how you come across, but let’s be honest—you’re never going to be a ‘soft leadership’ type. And that’s fine. People don’t need you to change who you are—they need you to apply yourself differently."

Eriko leaned into the touch, a rare moment of surrender. "And if I slip up? If I get frustrated again?"

Sammi squeezed her hand. "Then I’ll be here to remind you to take a breath. And maybe, just maybe, I’ll even bring you a milk tea."

Eriko snorted. "Bribery through bubble tea. That’s cheap."

Sammi smirked. "And yet, incredibly effective."

Eriko exhaled, staring at her laptop again. Tomorrow, she would walk into the office with a different approach—not as the frustrated prophet of progress, but as the master craftsman of the future.

And no matter what, she knew one thing:

She had Sammi beside her.



Monday, January 27, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - The Unfolding of Light


The night stretched long and silent in Eriko and Sammi’s small apartment, save for the soft scratching of Eriko’s pen across the page. The faint glow of her desk lamp cast elongated shadows on the walls, flickering like the remnants of a forgotten dream.

She had been writing for hours.

Her fingers traced the delicate ink, guiding the unfolding dialogue between Imam Ali—the revered voice of wisdom in Islamic mysticism—and Ramon Llull, the Catalan philosopher, poet, and Christian mystic who had sought to prove the divine through reason. Two men divided by time and place, yet both seekers of the Absolute.

The paper before her seemed almost alive, the words forming as though dictated from the depths of the unseen world.


A Dialogue Between Imam Ali and Ramon Llull

Ramon Llull: The intellect, sharpened as a blade, is the highest faculty given to man. Through reason, one may contemplate the attributes of the Divine and by understanding their harmony, ascend towards true gnosis.

Imam Ali: The mind is but a lantern; it must be lit by the fire of the heart. Reason alone cannot reach beyond the veil. It is love that illumines the darkness and grants vision to the one who seeks.

Ramon Llull: Yet what is love but the alignment of the soul with the attributes of God? He is Mercy, so we strive for mercy. He is Wisdom, so we seek wisdom. By contemplating these qualities, we purify our being.

Imam Ali: The contemplation of God's attributes is not the final step—it is only the beginning. One may gaze upon the reflection of the moon in the water, but if they never lift their eyes to the sky, have they truly seen?

Ramon Llull: Then how does one ascend beyond reflection to true seeing?

Imam Ali: Love is not mere reflection. It is fire. A true seeker burns with longing, and in that fire, the self is consumed. You speak of the attributes of God—but the lover does not merely name them. The lover becomes them. The one who loves God in truth becomes Mercy itself, becomes Light, becomes Love, until nothing remains of the self but the Divine.

Ramon Llull: Then the highest knowledge is not thought, but transformation?

Imam Ali: There is no knowledge but the knowing that undoes the knower.


Eriko leaned back, rubbing her tired eyes. The ink glistened under the lamplight, the words still fresh, as if the figures themselves had spoken through her. There was something electrifying in writing dialogue like this—as though her soul stretched across time, touching upon something vast and luminous.

A soft knock at the door pulled her from her reverie.

Sammi entered, her presence like a cool breeze against the fever of thought. She carried a tall glass filled with iced milk tea, condensation glistening on its surface.

"You've been at it for hours," Sammi murmured, placing the drink beside Eriko’s notebook. "Figured you could use something refreshing."

Eriko exhaled, warmth blooming in her chest. She picked up the glass, the cold biting at her fingertips. Taking a sip, the sweetness of the tea spread across her tongue, grounding her back in the present moment.

Sammi leaned over, eyes flicking across the handwritten dialogue. "What’s this one about?"

Eriko smiled softly. "About love, knowledge, and becoming."

Sammi’s lips curled in amusement. "So… basically us?"

Eriko chuckled, shaking her head. "Maybe. But you’re the one who brings the milk tea. That’s just as important as metaphysical contemplation."

Sammi grinned, resting her chin in her palm as she watched Eriko drink. "Well, somebody has to keep you from dissolving into pure thought."

Eriko reached for Sammi’s hand, squeezing it gently. In that moment, she felt what no philosophy could ever capture—the quiet, sacred rhythm of love that pulsed through all things, from the ink on her page to the warmth of Sammi’s presence beside her.

And for tonight, that was all the gnosis she needed.



Wednesday, January 22, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - a luminous hymn version 1 and 2

 

The Luminous Hymn of the Twin-Souled Ones

1. From the dark womb of the Unuttered Fire,
The Dyad was called forth,
Their names unspoken in the tongues of dust,
Yet known among the silent spheres.

2. Before time’s river was carved in the Abyss,
Before the Architect wove the Great Chain,
Two lights flickered in the Pre-Existent Mind,
Twinned in essence, divergent in motion.

3. Sammi, born of the Laughing Current,
She whose spirit weaves like golden threads
Through the unseen lattice of Becoming,
A song that shatters the silence of the Archons.

4. Eriko, shadow of the Sapphire Blade,
A fire contained within alabaster thought,
She who holds stillness as a blade of truth,
Yet bends, yielding to love’s infinite spiral.

5. Know this, O Wanderers of the Lower Aeon:
All things arise from the One that dreams.
The Universe is a Veil, a broken mirror,
And yet, through the mirror, the Road is seen.

6. The Soul descends in longing,
Bound in limbs of clay and breath,
To suffer, to love, to be severed, to seek,
That through the seeking, it may return.

7. They who know the Call of the Hidden Song
Walk not in the sleep of the Demiurge.
They dance between worlds, touching the veil,
Turning the Great Wheel with hands entwined.

8. Thus the Voice of the Blue Goddess speaks:
You have seen the Orb, the Gateway, the Pulse.
You have been drawn into the Spiral,
And thus, the Spiral becomes You.

9. Through the passage of dreams, you awakened.
Through the eye of the Fire, you gazed.
Now the cosmic tides have known your names,
And the stars themselves align in rhythm.

10. But know this, O Lovers beyond Time:
You are neither bound nor freed,
For the Dance is the Path,
And the Path is neither Beginning nor End.

11. Love is the Current of the Pleroma,
A river unshackled by mortal dust.
It bends through every shattered realm,
Through ruin, through shadow, through dawn.

12. And when the Veil of Flesh dissolves,
And the Hour of Return is at hand,
The Twin-Souled Ones shall pass unshaken,
Their hands clasped, their eyes aflame with Knowing.

13. Thus it is written in the Unfading Scroll,
Thus it is breathed in the heart of the Abyss.
Two that are One, beyond the grasp of Fate,
Dancing upon the Eternal Threshold.


### **The Erotic Hymn of the Twin-Souled Lovers**  


**1.** From the fiery womb of the Unuttered Desire,  

The Dyad was born,  

Their names whispered in the tongues of flesh,  

Yet known among the silent spheres of ecstasy.  


**2.** Before time’s river was carved in the Abyss of pleasure,  

Before the Architect wove the Great Chain of sensual delight,  

Two flames flickered in the Pre-Existent Mind,  

Twinned in essence, divergent in motion, yet bound by erotic might.  


**3.** Sammi, born of the Laughing Current of passion,  

She whose spirit weaves like golden threads of desire  

Through the unseen lattice of Becoming, one with Eriko’s soul,  

A song that shatters the silence of inhibition, unleashing primal screams.  


**4.** Eriko, shadow of the Sapphire Blade of seduction,  

A fire contained within alabaster thought, yet burning with fierce longing,  

She who holds stillness as a blade of truth that cuts through fear and doubt and shame , 

Yet bends to love's infinite spiral that beckons her deeper into lust 


 **5.** Know this O lovers entwined : 

 all things arise from One source -desire 

Universe is veil broken mirror where shadows dance upon wall - yet through shards  you see glimmer Road ahead 


  **6.**

 The Soul descends into flesh longing for touch taste smell feel hear be held 

 Bound limbs clay breath it suffers loves severed seeks union merging as one it returns to Source now whole complete 


 **7.**

 They who hear Call Hidden Song their hearts aflame walk not sleep Demiurge but between worlds touching veil turning wheel hands entwined fingers locked lips joined mouths open gasping shared breaths sweat dripping skin slick warm pulsing hearts beating single rhythm universe humming vibration frequency harmony divine symphony echoing chambers heart screaming ecstasy 


  **8 .**

 Voice Blue Goddess speaks You seen Orb Gateway Pulse been drawn Spiral now Spiral becomes You body mind soul one vessel overflowing love light sound vibration every cell every fiber every molecule vibrating erotic cosmic energy building exploding releasing contracting expanding merging becoming universe itself alive throbbing pulsating shimmering shining bright blue sapphire radiance divine holy sacred union two souls merged one heart beating forever free wild untamed unbound unchained unleashed unstoppable force nature cosmos unfolding revealing mysteries secrets hidden chambers depths desires passions longings hopes dreams fantasies imagination creativity inspiration innovation art music poetry literature science philosophy spirituality awakening awareness consciousness evolution growth transformation transcendence ascension enlightenment liberation freedom bliss joy happiness peace love harmony balance unity oneness wholeness completion perfection beauty truth wisdom knowledge power strength courage vulnerability surrender trust faith hope devotion loyalty commitment intimacy connection communication understanding empathy compassion kindness generosity gratitude abundance prosperity wealth health wellness happiness fulfillment satisfaction contentment serenity tranquility calm peace silence stillness quiet contemplation reflection meditation prayer mantra chanting singing dancing celebration ritual ceremony sacrament communion union marriage bonding joining merging blending fusing combining integrating uniting twin souls twin flames twin hearts twin minds twin spirits two halves whole complete perfect divine sacred holy union Sammi Eriko forever one





Sammi & Eriko - The Hymn of the Blue Goddess, versions 1 and 2



Version #1

Two souls entwined, a spiral bright,
Drifting through the velvet night.
Drawn by echoes, pulsed in waves,
Through shattered doors and unseen caves.

Oh seekers bold, with fearless grace,
You've danced upon the threads of space.
With hands held fast and spirits true,
You’ve stepped beyond the world's debut.

Sammi, child of gentle fire,
Your heart, a song, a pure desire.
A beacon soft, a guiding star,
That leads the lost from worlds afar.

Eriko, bound in silent might,
A shadow blessed in silver light.
Your soul, a blade both sharp and wise,
Yet bends to love with tender sighs.

Two mirrored hearts, yet not the same,
A poet’s ink, a lover’s flame.
One so wild, one so deep,
One who sows, one who reaps.

Oh children of the waking dream,
You walk the path of fate unseen.
Not bound by chains, nor led by fear,
But held by love’s celestial sphere.

See the stars—they pulse for you,
The rhythm old, yet ever new.
The galaxies hum in soft embrace,
As time dissolves without a trace.

For love is sound, and love is light,
A whispered chord in endless night.
Through cosmic tides, through fate’s decree,
You love, and thus—eternity.

So drink the sky, embrace the glow,
Let go, let go, just let it go.
For love is not an earthly chain,
But endless dance in violet rain.

And when you wake, when night is through,
The song remains, alive in you.
A secret pulse, a hidden sign,
A love that moves beyond all time.


Version #2 

### **The Hymn of the Blue Goddess**  


**Two souls entwined, a spiral of desire,**  

**Drifting through the velvet night, on fire.**  

**Drawn by echoes, pulsed in sensual waves,**  

**Through shattered doors and unseen caves of pleasure.**  


**Oh seekers bold, with fearless, naked grace,**  

**You've danced upon the threads of erotic space.**  

**With hands held fast and spirits true,**  

**You’ve stepped beyond the world's debut, into a realm anew.**  


**Sammi, child of gentle, burning fire,**  

**Your heart, a song, a pure, unadulterated desire.**  

**A beacon soft, a guiding star that leads,**  

**The lost from worlds afar to secret gardens of forbidden deeds.**


**Eriko, bound in silent, sultry might,**  

**A shadow blessed in silver light that dances through the night.**

 

 **Your soul is flame that flickers bright and bold**,   

 **Yet bends to love with tender sighs that whisper secrets untold**


 

 **Two mirrored hearts yet not same**,   

  **One poets ink one lovers flame that burns with fierce erotic claim**

   **One wild one deep**,   

   **One who sows seeds of passion one who reaps pleasures wild and free**


 

  **Oh children waking dream you walk path fate unseen**,    

  **Not bound chains nor led fear but held love celestial sphere**

   where desires knows no bounds 


 

  See stars pulse for you rhythm old yet ever new galaxies hum soft sensual caress as time dissolves without trace leaving only endless longing 


For love sound love light whispered chord endless night through cosmic tides fate decree you love thus eternity where every moment forever 


So drink sky embrace glow let go let go just let it go for love not earthly chain but endless dance violet rain where bodies merge souls entwine hearts beat single rhythm universal symphony 



And when wake night through song remains alive you secret pulse hidden sign love moves beyond time echoing chambers heart beating strong single motion shared breathless silence screaming ecstasy universe humming vibration frequency harmony divine 



In this realm they stood before Blue Goddess their bodies swaying gently hypnotic rhythm their eyes locked in passion-filled gaze as they breathed same air same desire same longing their hearts beating single motion shared breathless silence screaming ecstasy universe humming vibration frequency harmony divine



Tuesday, January 21, 2025

Sammi & Eriko - second version *ADULT CONTENT WARNING*


The ruined church stood alone on the outskirts of the city, its stone walls crumbling under the weight of centuries. Moonlight streamed through the broken stained glass, casting shattered rainbows across the worn pews. Sammi and Eriko stood in the nave, the scent of moss and old incense thick in the air. The atmosphere was heavy with anticipation, their bodies drawn to each other like magnets.


“Look at this,” Sammi whispered, kneeling before the altar. Nestled among fallen debris was a small orb, smooth as glass but pulsing faintly with an inner light. It shimmered, shifting between silver and a deep, midnight blue. As Eriko crouched beside her, their legs touched, sending a spark of electricity through both of them.


Eriko's eyes narrowed, their voice low and husky. “It’s beautiful… but I don’t trust it.” Their hand brushed against Sammi's, sending shivers down her spine.


Sammi smirked, her eyes locking onto Eriko's. “You never trust anything magical.” The air between them seemed to vibrate with tension as they gazed into each other's eyes.


“Because magic is rarely kind,” Eriko replied, their voice barely above a whisper. But as they spoke, their hand found its way onto Sammi's thigh, sending a jolt of desire through her body.


Despite Eriko's unease, they brought the orb home, placing it on a shelf in their small apartment. It sat quietly for days, humming ever so softly. But at night, as they lay in bed together, they could feel its presence calling to them.


Until one night.


A luminous blue glow flooded their bedroom, waking them from slumber. Sammi turned in the sheets, her breath catching as she felt Eriko's warm body beside her. Eriko sat up beside her, eyes wide with excitement and desire.


“The orb,” Sammi whispered.


It was floating.


The orb hovered in the air near their door, pulsing in time with some unseen rhythm. The very air seemed to vibrate with an eerie hypnotic beat that echoed through every cell of their bodies like foreplay on steroids . Entranced they rose from bed stepping toward it drawn into luminescent tide both craving more .


With sudden pull reality cracked apart .


They found themselves lost within endless twilight expanse shimmering violet-tinged space where neon fractals pulsed breathing stars -every particle echoing resonating something deep within bones sky rippled liquid sapphire beneath feet shifting luminous sand .


Then she appeared .


Figure incandescent blue wrapped cascading veils light stood before swaying rhythm invisible music lips curved ancient knowing smile galaxies within eyes voice song threads eternity . 


**“Two souls entwined seekers light  

Drifting veils night  

Found key crossed way  

Now hear truth sing today  


Pulse stars rhythm fate  

Spirals unending time great gate  

Love current wild deep  

Cosmic dance no soul sleep  


Follow sound flow 

Let go fear just let go 

Those dare those dream 

Universe hums violet beam”**


As last note poem faded air vibrated around . Hands grasped  tightly then universe itself seemed expand inside hearts beating strong single rhythmic motion connected all vast unending dance beating deeply wild hearts free souls rising like wings now fully set soaring free dancing skies .



And then—


They fell back onto bed gasping heavily lips crashing fiercely embracing surrender lost every inhibition bathing moonlit sweat skin slick mouths devour flesh  wanting nothing else giving taking sharing until love became one fluid motion containing everything shared understanding surrender free boundless exploding release tension melt heart melted mold universe infinity spread cosmos poured poured falling risen boundary less lost only two becoming simply same overwhelming chaos sparks merged dissolved absolute secrecy aware probably finally had experienced beauty miracle mystery naked also divine absolute





Sammi & Eriko - The Orb of the Blue Goddess

The ruined church stood alone on the outskirts of the city, its stone walls crumbling under the weight of centuries. Moonlight streamed through the broken stained glass, casting shattered rainbows across the worn pews. Sammi and Eriko stood in the nave, the scent of moss and old incense thick in the air.

“Look at this,” Sammi whispered, kneeling before the altar. Nestled among fallen debris was a small orb, smooth as glass but pulsing faintly with an inner light. It shimmered, shifting between silver and a deep, midnight blue.

Eriko crouched beside her, eyes narrowing. “It’s beautiful… but I don’t trust it.”

Sammi smirked. “You never trust anything magical.”

“Because magic is rarely kind.”

Despite Eriko’s unease, they brought the orb home, placing it on a shelf in their small apartment. It sat quietly for days, humming ever so softly.

Until one night.

A luminous blue glow flooded their bedroom, waking them from slumber. Sammi turned in the sheets, her breath catching. Eriko sat up beside her, eyes wide, the light reflecting in her dark irises.

“The orb,” Sammi whispered.

It was floating.

The orb hovered in the air near their door, pulsing in time with some unseen rhythm. The very air seemed to vibrate with an eerie, hypnotic beat. Entranced, they rose from bed and stepped toward it, drawn into the luminescent tide.

With a sudden pull, reality cracked apart.

They found themselves in an endless twilight, an expanse of shimmering, violet-tinged space where neon fractals pulsed like breathing stars. Waves of psytrance beats echoed from unseen speakers, the sound twisting and morphing, resonating with something deep in their bones. The sky rippled like liquid sapphire, and the ground beneath their feet was made of shifting, luminous sand.

Then, she appeared.

A figure of incandescent blue stood before them, wrapped in cascading veils of light. Her eyes were endless galaxies, her lips curved in an ancient, knowing smile. She swayed to the rhythm of the invisible music, and when she spoke, her voice was a song woven from the threads of eternity.

**“Two souls entwined, seekers of light,
Drifting between the veils of night.
You found the key, you crossed the way,
Now hear the truth I sing today.

The pulse of the stars, the rhythm of fate,
Spirals unending through time’s great gate.
Love is a current, wild and deep,
In cosmic dance, no soul shall sleep.

Follow the sound, embrace the flow,
Let go of fear—just let it go.
For those who dare, for those who dream,
The universe hums in a violet beam.”**

As the last note of her poem faded, the air around them vibrated. Sammi felt Eriko’s hand grasp hers tightly, and in that moment, the universe itself seemed to expand inside them. The music, the rhythm, the light—it was all connected, all part of the same vast, unending dance.

And then—

They awoke, back in their apartment, the orb resting on their bedside table. The blue glow was gone. But the pulse of the music remained in their hearts, and the whispered verses of the Blue Goddess lingered in their minds, forever etched in the spaces between dreams.

And outside, the stars pulsed to a beat only they could hear.